No Post Subject - Just Thoughts about stuff

My computer keeps locking up, cannot use mouse, keyboard, everything just freezes :( Real annoying, im thinking it could be software related, well im hoping it is as my new computer is only 2 months old. Im thinking it could be Azareus as everytime i have noticed it has frozen i have been running Azareus, or it could be soulseek? I don't really know, im testing now by not running Azareus and so far it has not frozen.

Last night had a dream about driving down the road, the road was all wet and icy, i had to brake behind a car but my car kept on going and i smashed into the persons car infront of me. Dreams where i damage my car in some way freak me out. I have them whenever in the previous day i like check my tires and they look like they need rotating or something.

Another sleep related boredom, i keep waking up with a totally dead arm as i tend to sleep on my arm. Will wake up in the middle of the night and for a couple of seconds I swear my arm is screwed, ill never be able to use it again.. i get up quickly and shake the blood back into my arm. Its really cool feeling my dead arm when its dead cos i am touching it in third person mode, feeling what someone else feels, from outside my perspective as i can't feel my fingers touching it.

Finally found Kavinsky mp3's online, had to buy them for $10 for ep. Worth every cent.

I'm gonna try to stop asking cliche questions to new people because I have noticed I hate it when people ask me questions along the lines of... so, what do you do? whats been happening? For starters when asked what job i do, to the standard normal uninformed person this is met with .. oh your a computer geek, some typical standard label/judgement is made in there head and from there on my impression has been set in stone. I have given up trying to convince someone otherwise.
I know these questions and the purpose they serve, to initiate conversation open up discussion to other things etc and i won't really show annoyance at these things if you do ask me something like this, i just cringe inside. I don't like discussing things like this on this level, unemotional, factual, detached, common perspective conversations... ewww. cringe. Its pretty standard that this is the way you are supposed to do things, cliche's certain openings.. alot of the time i think people who love this sort of banter are kinda conservative, not really very emotional, more directed and run by their head and judgements about things. Immediately it sorta creates a barrier between me and a person like this. Need to try and change this.

At transmission the other night i said hi to this guy i have seen on myspace.. haha... i think he added me, so thought that if i said hi, he would know me and wouldnt be AS weird. It kinda was weird tho, i said hey man.. ive seen your myspace page..haha... and then he was kinda laughing about that and how he was just talking to his friend (who i also recognised from myspace) about that.
We totally live in a time where you can go to a club in adelaide (insert your city) and look around and actually know people from looking on myspace pages. It's kinda cool, as you think you know something about the person. Making the world a smaller place.

In making lyrics for songs if you want the song to be a hit you have to avoid any lyrics which deal with a negative emotion, it should deal with an emotional topic we all feel. Maybe I need to blog more with this in mind, less negative, more positive sorta thing. Haha.. bring u down, bring u down to china town. Read and be depressed.
I don't really blog about "topics" much which is what successfull blogs do, unless the topic is say a really good band or movie or something like that. Themed, no.

Sometimes when im searching for a particular recipe in a recipe book instead of looking for the table of contents or reference section at the back i scan through the pages until i find it, then i pretend that destiny has brought me too this page and that it was meant to be that i make pancakes.

Really old people are pretty much like little kids, except seem less judgemental, usually have good morals and have all this experience and understanding about things.
I would really like to watch a tv show which is basically really, really old people talking about important life lessons that they had to learn. Pretty much we are all learning life lessons, if something is always going wrong for us, there is a lesson that we must learn in order to move one. This would be both funny and educational on so many levels. I want to start a tv station that has true, real, relevant and informative shows. Shows which give local people a chance, no adverts and i should have total control over content. It would be totally out of the box, creative, nothing like it ever done before. The focus would be on real. You tune in and actually get something from it, as apposed to being totally dumbed down. The world would be a much better place if this happened.

Posted by Nathan Kowald @ 8:32 AM