Procrastination

Some thoughts while I put off reading either one of the 3 books I should probably be reading right now.

You know that book, "Everybody Poops", well the other week and then again today I decided that I want to create my own book called "Everybody Fucks". This idea is very stimulating for me as it would give me an opportunity to draw pictures of humans and animals in the act of intercourse and satirise the childrens' book at the same time. It would be nice to show people. Hey, check this out... a dog fucking. I find animal sex extremely funny. I love watching animals act like humans for some reason. This book would also portray the honest truth that everything fucks, or has sex whether it be for pleasure or reproduction. It would also be educational, i honestly do not know and cannot imagine right now how say 2 cats have sex? I have never seen two cats have sex. To draw this picture I would need to find out. I find things a lot easier and more motivating when there is some sort of emotionally charging element involved. Creativity flows freely from intense emotions. You are not worried about how you are going to do things or if the end result would even be any good, instead you take things step by step, letting emotion or an emotionally stimulating idea guide your hand or mind and things just work.

Fuck is such a strong word. This is the second blog post which has used the word fuck. I think it is important to have words that can create such a big emotional response, it meets a need, it expressed some very strong emotion which other words may fail to describe. If people get offended by its use or instantly form an opinion or impression of what the writer is probably like based entirely on the use of this word it shows lack of thought on their part. If used constantly it may portray a low-life character and so I think it should be used sparingly as when it is used, it packs a punch... or something, i dunno.

There is so much to learn. For example, I was driving home today and felt the initial stages of a pimple forming on my upper lip. Hmmm i wonder if pressing on it has any effect on the developing pimple or if it does nothing? I could not logically work out if either would be the case as I had no basis for developing a conclusion. I assumed it probably would have no effect. It would be nice to be certain on things like this.

9-5 work life is so different from school life. I feel I had an upper hand in school, now I feel the opposite. I miss school in many respects. The amount of people there were to study and observe was great, the constant learning, there were still topics that were taboo that you could laugh about with your friends, there were rules, there were teachers who were a whole other world, there was many friends to muck around with. 9-5 work does not provide this variety and I feel a lack because of it. I hate routines, the same thing everyday... ughhhh.. it really, really annoys me. I often think about how I could make each day exciting, like each day would have some sort of exciting thing to look forward to. Monday's could be ughhh I don't know... take out night.. that was so unimaginative... take out night.... another sign of becoming older.

I have not used my Nintendo DS in weeks now. I don't ever feel the need to but at the same time I am sad as it is "going to waste" oh how joyous were the first few weeks of our union. Brain Training when there were still unlocked games, it was so enjoyable to pick you up and take out the stylus and write upon your screen.

Posted by Nathan Kowald @ 9:50 PM